My first
full-length poetry collection is coming out this summer, and just the other
day, my second full-length collection was accepted by a publisher. At age
forty-seven, with two forthcoming books, I couldn’t be happier to embrace my unusual
status as both a midlife and an emerging poet.
The fact is, I spent a dozen years
publishing other people’s work instead of my own. As the editor-in-chief of a major
journal, I made many good professional contacts and built some friendships in
the field, but an unexpected effect was that my relationships with other
editors made submitting awkward. I didn’t want even a sniff of quid pro quo
where my poems were concerned; instead, I wanted them to get by on their own
merits. During these years, for the most part I didn’t attempt to publish in
journals, and I certainly didn’t pursue a full-length book. I did, however,
publish two chapbooks, one with the Wick Poetry Series at Kent State University
and the other with the independent press Winged City. I’m very proud of both of
those skinny books.
Serving the
broader literary community made life varied and fun and meaningful for me
during my editor-in-chief years, but I can’t deny that doing so held me back a
good bit. Sure, some editors are content to reap the benefits of connections to
publish their own work and gain a following. And still others do the same hard
work that all submitters do and are left to question the source of the progress
they make. I skirted both of these ethical quandaries by just biding my time.
In a
previous post, I raised the question of cronyism in the publishing field. It
strikes me as a significant problem. Today, though, I want to highlight the
sacrifice that editors make. Obviously, I’m candid about my own self-sacrifice
(yay, me), but many editors are quiet on the point. They do their work, both
editorial and creative (few editors are not also writers themselves), and they
are quiet about the personal cost.
Editors are
often criticized—even here. I pick apart their rejection language, as if forgetting
the times that I sat in front of a computer and labored over the verbiage of a
just-right rejection slip. Sometimes they fail to deliver the critical message
and bypass the whole “we’re rejecting this” part of the note (yesterday’s blog
post gave an example of this). Sometimes they appear to whinge over their own
extreme effort, perhaps forgetting that it takes less than half a minute to
reject terrible writing.
Editors are
also viewed with extreme suspicion by submitters. Are they taking work from the
submission pool or just soliciting famous names? Are they really considering
work or just rejecting it unread? Do they ignore the unpublished or the
bookless? Do they have something against men, or women, or people of color, or
certain aesthetics?
Certainly,
many do have an aversion to certain people or certain types of work. (The
latter is part of the job—pursuing an editorial aesthetic is perfectly valid,
provided it is communicated openly with would-be submitters and it does not
stem from cultural bias.) But I suspect that most editors are receiving work on
its own terms and trying to do the best they can by using their own judgment.
Cultural biases creep in and are examined and dealt with, if an editor is worth
her salt.
But editors
have a big job, and a vital one. They must consider submissions—more and more
all the time. They have to raise money for publication from a potential
audience (mostly writers) that resents being approached with a subscription
offer or a donation solicitation. They do all of this while under a curtain of
suspicion from submitters whose default position is to doubt editors’ ethos.
And as a reward, a majority of these editors get paid … nothing at all.
In the
final assessment, I’m glad I waited until after my term as an editor concluded
to pursue my own publishing goals. Editing was a labor of love, and I treasure
the friendships that came from that period in my life. All in all, though, I’m
glad to be where I am now—slowly but surely making my way, without any sense
that I owe anything to anyone.
I did my time on the other side of
the transom, and I’m proud to have served. Now I get to embrace my new life—as a
published poet. It has been a long road, and often a difficult one, but I’m
so glad to have ended up right where I am.
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